"I feel nothing
I feel everything.
I don’t know which is worse."
- 2 am thoughts (via brokenboob)
I don’t find myself unattractive, but I also don’t find myself attractive. I feel like I’m just sort of here, not something that really grabs anyone’s attention. Sort of like a chair. Or maybe a lamp.
(Source: traumatrae, via educunt-yourself)
i want a relationship but i want them to be like a friend to me, i dont want the relationship to be all about kissing, making out and sex i just wanna hang out with them, and go places, and just have fun wherever we go
(Source: trust, via fake-mermaid)
"you kissed me and asked me if i felt something and it’s taken me six months to explain that i didn’t just feel something, i felt everything. i felt the pulse of the rain that was beating against the roof on the first night you stayed over and the stillness of the frozen lake we visited last winter when you said you were sick of the city. i felt the cold darkness of your room when we sat on the floor at 3 am and the warmth of the sunlight that shone through your window when we woke up at noon with our fingers laced together. i felt a thrill like the one that engulfed me the first time i snuck out of my house to see you and i felt the same sense of safety i always did when you had your arms around me. i felt the words of the books i read out loud to myself when i’m sad. i felt the drum in the beat of my favorite song. i felt the rush of the ocean against my skin. i felt the stars and the planets and entire universes. i felt everything, all right there on the tip of your tongue."
- i hope you come back (via pessimistiic)
if you love me let me know